Alright, so I had this xanga for only close to a week now, and I was reading this one blog about how people at this one church are like really losing faith on God. I made me remember of about 2 years ago when the Youth Service was being held in the Family Room for a couple weeks led by Jonathan.
Do you remember that he had said that life was a test? How he used his friend as an example because his friend was so hyped on God and he applied to a college he wanted to go to since high school and they denied him. Then he lost all faith in God. I still remember it so much that I even remember that I sat in the back right next to I think was it Adrian Sun. Doesn't it hit you that God does not tempt us, but puts us in lines of tests to prove our faith to him and the world? Recently, I've been going through alot of emotion and obstacles that sometimes increased my faith in the Lord and sometimes deminished it to a speck.
I think God IS in fact testing us, but remember, he doesn't tempt you, Satan does. It's probably going to be hard to know what is from who, but have faith in him!!
I think this should link to Dennis' message a couple weeks ago about the Crossroads, how we're at the fork that leads to a wider path where the world goes through an the narrow path where Christians walk into, I think he got it from Matthew: 7:13-14. It's our decision, a test, to see if we're truly in love with God. Does it matter if we throw everything away for him? It is. Remember Matthew 19: 17-24? How that rich young man didn't want to give up all his wealth just so he can have life in heaven?? Worldly obsessions are apart of the obstacles that stand in our narrow path towards Christ.
Life isn't easy to live, for many, they give into temptation of the worldly things, such as pornography. It destroys our mind and corrupts our thought and focus on Christ. But for some Christians, I don't say all Christians because there are thousands of false Christians out in the world speaking blasphemy and hypocrisy. Actually, only few Christians walk down the narrow path filled of eternal life. Like Jesus says, only few find it, while many others find the wider road.
I think about this, can you figure out if your living the right life? God has made physical life a test to see if we are ready to live the spiritual life in heaven. Entering the narrow road is saying you are ready to take the test, but if you walk the wider road, you are saying you don't care and want to live your life the want to, to give into pleasures of the world that will one day be erased and weeded throughout the Vineyard of Christ. Matthew 13: 24-30.
Pray to the Lord, he will answer you, in ways you cannot even imagine.
TAKE CHARGE!!
P.S. Yeah, I'm studying the Gospel of Matthew, and I need a new highlighter now.......roar :D
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